my mr. soo fine =)

his howtttt!

what a beautiful god creation :)
LMH xoxo

so yesterday

it's been a looonggg time since the last time i wrote on my blog..
soo many things happens..
but here i'm today..
i'm more better now,
than the time i wrote all the posts last year..

it's sooo yesterday..
i can't believe i wrote it..
so ewwww!

you use to shine..now, not anymore

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’ve loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before

I HATE WHEN U MAKES ME WONDER!
I HATE WHEN U LEAVE ME LIKE S***
WHERE DID U GO?

lifeless

enough with lovie lovie story
damn bored of it ryte now!

why its always have 2 be bout a guy?
shittt!
its not that i dont like guys, i do lyke them :)
but, maybe, i guess, i haven't found the right on yet!

always be with someone, ntah larh..
dunno how to say it, hurrrmmm..

so, i've been alone..kinda cool ;p
i can hang out til i get boring..

but..2day somtink bother me!

my head rase x besh now, bcoz of work..
goshhhh!
why larh me have to do pages?!!
organize that pages? what if my pages doesnt looks gud?
arghhh...

i dunno what to think about ryte now..
who noes, maybe i can, just quit & running back 2 my parent house
and sleep all day, go out
lifeless, heeee~

Life, Life & More Life..

Damn tired..

mcm orang selalu ckp,
sumtime kite kat atas but sumtime pown kite leyh ade kt bawah...

base on my own story..
bile i ade kat atas, i 4got how it feel wen u down..
i try to think, but i just keep myself bz enjoying my time :):)

but when im down,
i always think how happy i was when i was up!

but why larh..
sumtime we hav 2 be on top..
but it's suck, it's hurt , when we down..

do you noe what i mean?!!

when im alone..
i feel damn down..suddenly i wanted 2 cry..
yeshhh..
i do need my own time..
but it's suck!

im ol confused now!
duhh...
i wanted 2 be alone..but when im alone, i hate it..
goshh, i also dunno what i want now..

i need 2 make up my mind bout what i want,
if not, im goin 2 drowning alone..

i think this why my mom called me "ape-ape larh pnye type"..
u're ryte, i'm..coz i always do whatever i want
but in the end i just go away from that, meaning "slalu setengah jln" duhh..

plz, plz, what i should do..what i want?!!

Gone

His "GONE"
but now tryin' to makes me fall
Shit!
why dun he just let it go?!!
im notink..im not special
i dun see sumtink extra in me
plz let it go